I'm thankful for everything...
At this moment, I am counting my blessings. And I never want to stop counting..
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Both families finally met. Yes, only after four years dearie and I got together. I'm trying to act cool about it, but I must confess I am indeed very relieved that our parents seem to get along pretty well. In other words, they gave us their blessings to our relationship. That's the only thing I prayed for.
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And I'm sure dearie let a huge sigh of relief after his mum met my parents. People say that it's usually the girl's parents who are hard to please. But I'm not too sure about this. No doubt I've seen or heard such things, but, I honestly feel that at the end of the day, all parents just want their kids to be happy. Happy in terms of what? That is the subjective part.
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All I can say is that I'm blessed to have parents who are not judgemental and I think they brought me up with such mentality as well.
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Well, this does not mean I'm going to get married in the shortest time possible though..haha I'm sure on dearie's side, he has some things that he wishes to 'settle' first before he himself decides to settle down with me. On my part, I will TRY to play the role of the understanding girlfriend and I see this as a test for my patience. Yes, I do have my own targets but I think its time to compromise. Instead, I want to have 'our' targets. Dear, let's start from what we hope to achieve by next year. What say you?
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At this moment, I'm happy as a bee! Alhamdulillah.
~flew by @ 8:22 PM
Firstly, I would like to extend my condolences to a friend of mine who lost someone very dear to him yesterday. Such news make me realise the importance of treasuring and cherishing the moments I share with my loved ones. The news indeed affected me a bit as I do feel for this friend of mine. Nevertheless, Allah must have loved her even more. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat and diletakkan di dalam golongan orang-orang yang beriman. Amin.
Next week is the march holidays. Not that I can enjoy too much since there's tonnes of markings and lesson plans to do. Oh well, I deserve to have a little break before I resume my hectic life slaving for the practicum.
Sending my parents and lil bro off to the airport later. So that means next week, I'm on my own. I already plan to experiment some cooking..hehe. My parents were so worried that I would be starved while they are away..so funny. Well even if I don't cook, I'll definitely go out and buy my own food la.
On a different note, I have a feeling I'm going to part with a huge some of my money soon..haha More on that if I confirm buying that item. Till then.
~flew by @ 2:56 PM
The time has come..
It's the start of practicum tmr. Hopefully everything goes well. Will update more once I get a taste of it..hehe
Nitez people!
~flew by @ 11:11 PM
Oh dear...I'm guilty of neglecting this blog of mine. Even my elder bro asked why I havent been updating. That goes to show that he reads my blog! haha I remembered last time, he asked me if I was ok after I had an argument with Nasz. It was via my blog that he found out about the argument thingy..
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Oh well, as I mention in the earlier entries yang dah basi..if not here, I'll update at my multiply account.
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What have I been doing these days? Doing my assignments mainly. I still have History, my elective module and English to do before Monday comes. Well I have smth to look forward to next week-a short getaway. So that will be a motivating factor to get my work done.
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Went to sch just now for a History assignment discussion. Following that, I met up with Nasz. We headed to Marina. Finally caught blood diamond. And people would go as far as killing one another for diamond. Tsk tsk. And diamonds are known to be girls' best friend..sheesh!
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Anw I'm missing my gfs. All my gfs for that matter. Sec sch gfs, JC gfs, NIE gfs.. I just realised I don't have NUS gfs..I mean those I hang out with.. Maybe its because my NUS gfs are also my JC gfs..hehe
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Sorry dear, not that I don't enjoy going out with you..haha Anyhoos, I better get going now. Need to read some bks for my hist assignment..haiz
~flew by @ 11:52 PM
Finally the weekends are here. But gone were the days where I could wake up late on a Saturday cos mendaki tuition just started today. I was posted to a sec 1 class. It wasnt that bad. Only 10 students turned up today. I'm expecting more based on the class list that was given to me. Nevertheless, just now wasn't too tiring actually. I guess the rainy weather managed to soak up the post-teaching lethargy :-)
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Today was spent doing one of my many assignments; the elective ed psyc module. I thought of doing another assignment whereby i have to critic LKY's article, but the mood just refuse to set in. I'll probably pass that and do essay for another topic. What so frustrating is that it's the education psychology module that is overloading this semester, not the curriculm subject modules. So sucky..Oh well, whining doesnt make the assignments go away. But i'll feel better after bitching abt it..hehe
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Yest was pay day. I did a lil shopping alone at jurong point. I think I tend to spend more when I'm out alone. No one to stop me from buying what I don't really need..hehe After that, headed to Non's place. And did you know there's Ben & Jerry's ice-cream at white sands? I was like "woah.. no need to go so far to eat B&J..just go to pasir ris". Ended up buying the pint size strawberry cheesecake flavour..yummy!
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I reached non's hse first followed by kisha and ain. No special occasion though. We just lepak in her room most of the time, reading magazines(from melbourne) that provide plenty sex tips and photos of nude women..but its not porn mag la ok! Its educational I would say..haha Oh, and Non ordered pizzas too. We ended the lepak session with a 'robot dance' cam-whoring session. It was ain's idea. She said she loves robot dance..haha
tak sangka she has bakat terpendam..nyiakaka
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Tmr will be another boring day spend on doing assignments. Might be meeting up with Nasz if he doesnt have a group study tmr. We'll see how things goes. In the meantime, enjoy the weekends!
~flew by @ 11:02 PM
Been away too long..
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Nasz said that I havent been updating my blog as frequently as before. He's indeed correct. Its pleasant to know that he takes much effort in reading my blog..hehe. My blog is a medium for him to understand me better. Sometimes I may not be verbally expressive, esp when I feel like bitching about some ppl..haha
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Well, what's new for me? Sch has started and I already have assignments to do. Is that sucky or what..haiz. And i'll be having practicum in late feb. So all assignments should be completed by then. These couple of months will be pretty hectic for me, so mentally preparing myself for the workload is very crucial. I pray hard that I will be able to go through this phase with ease.
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And that also means I'll have lesser time so socialise. I agree with Non. She said she was glad that we finally made the zoo outing a reality. With our busy schedules, I'm not sure when our next girls' outing will be. I mean, it's already hard to get all five of us together, what more spend entire half a day like during the zoo outing.
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My time spend with the bf will be lesser too. But I think that's how life is when we're just starting off as a working person. Priority is of course our work. That is why gd time management is an asset in cases like this.
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Oh well, I surely hope to pull through the hard times to come. To dearie, I love you more every passing day. *Muacks*
~flew by @ 1:54 PM
New Year Resolution.
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What's my new year resolution? Well lets just say I hope to be a better individual. Honestly, I don't really make a list of resolution anymore cos the chances of me not achieving them is quite high..hehe. However, I do believe that those unachievable ones are uneasily attainable or there's no definite method of measuring its success; intangible desire.
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2006 had been a year of dark chocolate for me; bittersweet. Well, I guess its always that kind of chocolate for most of us cos we cannot gain happiness without going through hardship, right?
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I do hope that 2007 will be kinder to me, especially since im going to be a full fledged teacher come July, insyaallah. This is like my first professional job. NIE is not counted cos I still consider myself as a student. July will be it. The time when I not only apply what was taught in NIE, but also how to handle 'staffroom' politics, if there's any. Not that I'm anticipating any though. Dealing with students and the markings are enough to survive the day.
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So yah, in a nutshell happy new year peeps!
~flew by @ 1:00 AM
